Its finally over!

What a relief! Orientation ended officially on friday. The whole week had been a headache. As i look back, it had been a memorable 2-week-plus orientation, and it had taught me alot. (even though im not the one being orientated.) Sometimes when i feel tired of this whole thing, the freshies do encourage me indirectly. It suprises me that many of them look up to me, and in their minds i seem perfect; the sweet, kind, cute, loving and favourite senior. And just knowing that makes me strive to be one.
Little do they know that seeing them suffering actually motivates me.

And during the closing ceremony on thursday, we chose the royal cocky family, the blur-potato family, oscar award and 001-003 for girls n guys.

heads down- good practice for future dentists

cocky king receiving his prize

Last but not least, we all got fake buddies! But this year, the freshies were sooo innocent and blur, they were all fooled.

my fake buddy-sarikei! now my kai-buddy.

Finally on friday, it all came to an end where the real buddies are announced. Perhaps it was a happy moment for many, but it wasn't for me. I had mixed feelings, of sadness, anger, disappointment and lastly hope. But this isn't the end. It is a new beginning. I didn't thought i could smile, but suprisingly i did although i didn't feel like it.

my buddies~some missin in action

Surely, everything happens for a reason. Now that i've got a buddy, no matter who it may be, it is my responsibility to care for her. God knows what's best and all i need to do is to believe and trust in His perfect plan.